Saturday, March 25, 2006

hiaz loads to blog today.... 1st i got rid of e song on e blog cus it was causing loads of pop ups. haha.
hmm.... did a little thinking jus now while bathing.... and i realised im actually neglecting a lot of stuff nowadays, and doing a lot of useless stuff. meaning not making good use of some time.
top on the list should be studies. i sweared to myself dat i will stop copying or stop handing in late work at de start of the year.... but somehow dat habit is coming back again. it feels so NOT good. somehow i just dont understand my work anymore.
2nd im seriously neglecting my piano work. SERIOUS. grade 8 is coming and im playing like shit. my theory is going nowhere cus i literally dun understand anything.
3rd my social life is going dead. somehow i realised i haven gone blog-hopping for ages.... my frenster acc is dead and my email is flooded but i carn be bothered to clear it. i dun seem to be bonding wif my class as much as i want to.
4th my health is deteriorating. i've not exercised for so long till i carn even go through my 2.4 properly now... i get stitches at my 7th round. BAD.
lastly i seem to be drifting away from my home. now everytime im out i dun feel like coming home... unless its after a day of work in skl. at least in skl i feel more IN PLACE. at home everyday get nag to do hw do hw study i jus dun feel good lah. its not dat i dun wanna work... is just dat i feel so tired dat i wan some peace. but now i dun seem to be able to get it at home. maybe i shld start to learn how to study in a library.
after thinking it made me realise im seriously neglecting a lot of stuff due to BAD TIME MANAGEMENT. so from now on i shall start planning my time everyday and work according to timetable. dat way i can work more effeciently.
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okay now for today's outing.... band was ok and fine.... eventhough i think i wasnt in tune the whole time. oops.
den part outing in e afternoon! haha so fun. we seriously gonna plan all sats for outings man. we were so dumb as to WALK from skl to macs at eastcoast.... haha we walked until we almost died. somemore i was carrying a bag full of stuff THX TO VALENTIA dat smart ass.
den when we came past this playground all of us like 2nd childhood like dat started playing like siao. den ym was so damn sian. haha. ages since i played at a playground man.
de whole way dere was filled wif fun... went dere had lunch at macs den went cycling. wahpiang i cycle until my butt pain man. and stupid ym kept boo-ing me from behind. -_-"
den something amazing happened. jolene crashed into herhan and fell. OUCH. haha apparently herhan's fone rang and he immediately stopped to pick up.... den jolene behind blurblur never brake den scream.... haha and BANG. dere u have it.
after we met yufan at macs we decided to cycle back to skL!!!! haha so we realli did. in the end got locked out.... freak security dun let us in. in the end mrs wong had to come and get us in. den we talked wif her for a while. haha veri funny. den went up to listen to alumni band.
OMG i have nth to say man.... dey are WOW. seriously when can i play like dat man. NEVER.
had to leave cus mus return e bike.... so we literally CHIONG back.
my butt hurts like shit after dat. okay so we walked and walked towards parkway.
on the way stopped at mamashop. thankyou yufan for e drinks! haha and we saw dis toy trumpet dere. so cute.
at e busstop we listened to yufan's stories. haha. end up de 3 guys went to eat dinner and lan and i went to jo's hse to slack. haha 15 mins onli den i left for home liao.
hmmms.... today is so tiring.... i seriously feel like dropping dead on my bed now.

fuck you x=
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